Category Archives: Chaos

Destructive love

Posted in Art, Blogging, Chaos, Journey, Life, Photography, Poetry, Relationship, thoughts, Words by

While living in a complicated relationship you don’t see the destruction caused by staying together. As the drama of it becomes addictive, you hurt each other more then you’ve loved. Knowing when to leave will be the deciding factor that may break or heal you. Are you strong enough to let go?
image

Empath…I Feel You

Posted in Chaos, Depression, Mind, poem, Poetry, Sorrow, Suffering, thoughts, Uncategorized, Writing by

I am out of sorts
Not a cold or flu
Maybe the blues
I’m sad
Confused
Withdrawn
Depressed
Under stress
What I feel is intense
I don’t know why
I can’t smile
Drained of emotions
Numb
I’m too tired to care
A cycle
Never ending
Wake
Sleep
Nothing in between
This emptiness
Has disrupted my life
I don’t need to hear your story
See your face
Touch you
Or hear your heart race
I feel you
Your sorrow
The nagging questions
And regret
Please let it go
I’m ready to break
Please release me
My sanity is at stake

Pressure

Posted in Art, Breakup, Chaos, Depression, heartache, Journey, Life, Love, Mind, Pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, Relationship, thoughts, Writing by

Love is my misery
A dying thought
Of smiling faces
Warm embraces
Long days
Quite nights
With you by my side
In my bed
The fever spreads
The frenzy of limbs
In my head
Melding to one
An explosion of lust
Burning the sheets
Leaving us
Hungry for more
Sweet kisses
Working your way down
Into the heart
That’s still
With no sound
Manipulating
The beat
With want and need
Never enough
The words of love
Spewed from my lips
Unrecognizable
Emotions
That no longer exist
All that’s left
Is the pressure of time
Running faster
To get you out of my mind
image